Kids

Kids

So let's take a break from movies for a while here and let's talk about kids. So my opinion of kids is that I hate them I really do. I don't plan on ever having them. Now I feel like part of that could be the fact that I never really had much of a childhood. This last year is when I learned everything about the Easter Bunny do I feel that's part of it. I'm great with kids they love me and I don't always hate them but then there's the part where they cry, puke, and poop and I hate that. Maybe it's the fact that Im scared Ill screw up the child's life like my parents did mine. Maybe it's because of my abandonment issues. My parents ditched me, and some other family ditched me and some friends and more recently  my best friend. I'm going to use my friend here because it has hurt me the most and it's fresh in my mind. Now my friend we are going to call him George here. George started talking to me at one point and he invited me to a party of his and then after this we started hanging out and we really became friends. George is a good friend he really cared I thought, I told him everything and I'm not someone to talk and he made me open up. Then we moved in and I opened up more and I was always asking advice and doing my best to break free of my shell. Then redo months ago we moved out and he was still talking to me for a bit and now nothing. I try to talking to him on Facebook, calling him, texting him, twitter. Everything and nothing. Anyways I'm getting a little off topic, but the point is this isn't the first time this has happened but this was the worse I don't think I could raise kids when I just can't trust anyone. My friends have hurt me, my family, everyone so I just feel like I would be an awful parent. So I guess my opinion is that I hate them and I don't trust myself to be a parent. I would destroy another persons love just like mine has been destroyed.

But what do you think?

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The This and Thar Guy :)